Is it normal that i am completely obsessed with suicide, particularly nooses?

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I'm somewhat suicidal, and am completely obsessed with the topic of suicide. I feel a sense of relief and gladness every time I think about suicide, which I'm not sure if it is normal. Are people supposed to feel sad when they think about suicide? I have gained a particular fondness for nooses. If I were to end myself, I would leave with that particular method. I enjoy it when I read about hanging suicides and the different ways to perform it. I also like searching the Net for pictures of nooses and pictures or drawings of people hanging from nooses. I read up all about Aokigahara and how people hang themselves in the forest. I draw pictures of myself with a noose around my neck too. Seeing someone or myself with a noose around their neck gives me a sense of satisfaction. It's almost like I have a 'noose fetish', but in the non-sexual sense. Is it normal that I have such a strong fondness for nooses and suicides?

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  • Darkoil
    9 years ago

    Being in control of your own death has got to be better than someone else doing it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    Suicide is contagious.

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