Is it normal that i am a teenage girl and attracted to pedophiles my dads age
I am in my late teens, and I am not even attracted to anyone my age anymore, I am obsessed with this idea of being someones obsession, fantasy. I am into men my dads age, and I don't have any healthy way to express my feelings, I just feel weird. I know LOTS of men in their 40's and 50's attracted to girls my age, but never girls my age who TRULY WANT them back. I only feel sexual when I am childish, I desperately and trying to attract pedophiles, I want to be their child, and I have a therapist but I am too embarrassed to bring this up. Please help, I have no idea what to do.