Is it normal that i always cheat on boyfriends, no matter how much i like them?
I know it's wrong, I don't need to be told that because I always end up feeling bad. It doesn't matter who the guy is, how much I like them, how long we've been dating, I just can't avoid temptation. Sometimes it'll be a drunken hookup, which are situations I can avoid, but other times it'll be a date with another guy I find attractive in which I convince myself nothing will happen. I always seem to cut ties off with the guy I cheated with, but it's as if I can't avoid the process of making myself feel guilty. I don't know if this is just because I'm only 18 and young and immature and want to much or if I'm just a shitty person who will never maintain a stable relationship or marriage because I'm a fuck up. I just want to remain faithful to someone, especially since I leave for college soon and I don't want to cheat on guys I end up dating at college because it'll be even easier. I just can't seem to go without hooking up with another guy while in a relationship.