Is it normal that as a kid i fantasized about being humiliated?
They were sexual, but not about sex then (like I had a favorite where I was somehow forced to wear just a bra and undies at school.) They literally were happening before I hit double digits. They helped me fall asleep because I had insomnia and somehow those types of stories were the ones that worked. Oh and now I need to masturbate to similar things (to those) every night to fall asleep.