Is it normal that apartment living did this to me?

Ever since moving out of my apartment I've experienced PTSD towards loud noises, especially if they sound like bass or heavy footsteps. Even car doors closing in store parking lots make me squirm. My heartbeat quickens. I start to sweat and both my esophagus and hands tremor. A sense of dread overcomes me even though logically I know I am safe. I try to resist, but my mind replays whatever sound I've heard until it's like tribal drums playing a tune of execution. It's made me never want to rent again, and this home in a quiet neighborhood is like an oasis in the desert. I also hate inconsiderate loud music players even more.

Homes are always best unless you find a nice condo. 1
My apartment is quiet and the management is great. 0
There will always be rude people in this world. 3
I have nothing to say, grats on getting out though. 2
You weren't meant for apartment life. 4
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Comments ( 9 )
  • RoseIsabella

    My heart goes out to you; I hate living in close quarters!

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  • Forestheart

    Welcome to the NHK.....it's all a conspiracy!

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  • heckleBucker

    You are the perfect target for antagonism from neighbors. Better move to the country.

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    • I am, and my house is kind of in the country but our neighbors are nice and quiet.

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  • flyingnostalgia

    Do you think about demons when you sleep?

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    • No..I think about my OTP and my OC so that I can dream about them having sex.

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  • jethro

    Just imagine how a prison cell will make you feel.

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    • I don't plan on breaking any laws...

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      • jethro

        Nobody plans on going to prison. It just happens sometimes. Wrong place, wrong time, too much booze.

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