Is it normal society is dull and boring?
I'm not going to deny that I'm fucked up in the head. I hear voices and hallucinate sometimes, and my mind is full of violence. I'm only 18 yet I'm tired of living such a boring life, it's the same cycle everyday. Wake up, go to work, maybe socialize with a friend afterwards then go back to sleep and repeat. Nothing entertains me anymore, and all I want to do is watch people suffer.
I've already broken laws but it's not enough for me. I hate being told what I can and can't do. All I want to do is live on some backwards island where I can traffic drugs and humans for a living without some sort of police force thinking they know better and sticking their noses where they don't belong. Drugs only help for a few moments before they wear off.