Is it normal ro think of sex and feel aroused when u c a gun or a gunshot

when i was a young girl i was watching TV i see one girl being shot and suddenly i felt jealousy...later i found out that i loved to watch gunshots.and i felt kind of happy when i watched it.
Sometimes i imagined myself being shot or something i got vagina ogasms.and i have this thing for guns.i think they are sexy.
now i dont imagine myself being shot anymore and when i want a ogasm when theres no sex,i just imagine a dick inside me .
Still i have this thing for guns.and i still get a kind of feeling of arousement when i see gun shots.