Iin: orgasm through role-play ??

LISTEN!! I'm a disabled female. From the waist down I'm basically useless, and I can hardly move; I slur my words etc. I love fantasy, Dr. Who, faerie tales etc; I love traditional and blues music. This makes my life quite difficult; not due to said interests, but due to the fact there is nobody in my flat-share (it's a small care home, but flat-share sounds better) who shares my interests.

I've never done role-play, and didn't really know or care to know what it was. I met this woman who shares similar interests (it's great to find someone as grim(m) as I am), and she looks like me when I had long hair. I'm pretty sure she is genuine; I tend to get the p*** extracted from me for said interests, and fail to see why someone would bother admitting to sharing them if they weren't genuine. We're so similar it's creepy.

She taught me this meditation thing, set in a hut in a forest, like the old tale –- which we both started to relieve anxiety, but I've got to really enjoy and even look forward to it.
She role-plays as an older man -- let's call him Juan -- Juan Kinghard -- while I stay as myself (18+, no funny stuff going on here)

When she (when she was role-playing) whispered to me reassuringly and began to gently rub my lap, it was like I was flying to Gallifrey on a dragon's jewel-scaled back; I felt wonderful.
I didn't think I *could* ever feel as good as I did then.

My legs felt all light, all numb; they started to throb rhythmically; moisture flowed from me and not just from my eyes; I started to shiver (I never feel the cold)

ALL the pain and stiffness in my limbs went.
I thought I was either going to soil myself or die, possibly at the same time –- but nothing was actually happening.

I'm much more chilled out when I've been in the "hut": I have a big grin smeared across my face; I'm all dopey and distracted for a few hours afterwards.

Any ideas??

((( wooo-OOOO )))