Iin? old interest appeared in my dream last night after 2 1/2 years...
Ok. so I don't typically do this but this was bugging me. when I was a sophomore, I met this girl named destiny. in my opinion, she was the perfect. I started to get to know her really early in the year. but the thing about it was, I was SUCH A FUCKING DOORMAT. I screwed up really badly I didn't know anything about life compared to what I do now...it was really annoying to her that I acted like that, I could tell. I think she liked my attention, that's why she still got to know me. well anyways, I knew her pretty well. at the end of the year she left town and just disappeared...and I still miss her for some reason even though I've been seriously involved with several girls since. ( to take my mind off of how I fucked up) and out of nowhere, she appears in my dream last night. I was at some fancy dinner restaurant in LA and I ran into her there. I didn't know what to say at all in the dream when I saw her....it was really weird and nostalgic. I know a bunch of you proobably are gonna call me a pussy and I should get over her and what not (I AM over her, have been for a long time) but this is really weird to think about. any advice? I've never truly known what love is or was, but in my opinion she was the closest I've ever came to love somebody. this whole situation with her back then kinda fucked me up..