Is it normal not to feel that you belong to a country?
I kept thinking about where I belonged. My home is in Europe, yes, and I was born there, yes, but my contemporary family history says otherwise and I don't feel I belong to this country where I live.
Perhaps I am much more Western than most think, or more Eastern. (Okay, when I think about China and Korea, probably more the West.) Maybe I belong in the north, or maybe I belong in the south.
And when I think about it, I usually knock back a few beers at home (Pubs are unfortunately closed for me as I'm not willing to wear a mask and getting vaccinated. Maybe it's better that way. I just keep causing trouble there. And I can't wait for the late hours for a drink or two, or seven..) and can't get rid of this feeling of not belonging, which I can still suppress in everyday life to the extent that I'm not permanently useless.
I am aware that this is not my only problem, but somehow it doesn't make it any better.