Is it normal my life is over
So I never had a boyfriend before and finally this summer I met a cute guy and we sorta went out. He was perfect for me and I really love him. We fooled around a lot and he kept begging me to give him a rim job like for weeks one end. I finally agreed just to get it over with and I did it for him.
Right after i did he stopped kissing me. Then he stopped hanging out. I asked him what was wrong and he said it was all cool he was just busy.
Anyway after we started school now he completely ignored me. Last week i went up to him in the hall and he pretended to be grossed out and his friends started laughing. Now they all laugh and prentend i smell and laugh at me when i pass by in the hall.
I texted him asking whats wrong and he called me disgusting whore and leave him alone.
What happened?? is it normal for guys tto do this. I've always been kinda a nerd and never went with a guy before and now I feel like everyone knows what i did. I can't go back to school. Help me please, what do I do?? Why did he ask for this then turn on me. I can't even get out of bed and have been home all week.