Is it normal me suffering from isolation caused me to have a sadistic mind?

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I have never been in a relationship (I am 18) and suffer from depression, anxiety and OCD and have had a great fear of death. Although my sexual lusts have become extremely twisted: I have been turned on to all types of fetishes; gay, pre teen, gory content, rape porn, necrophiliac pics from weird websites off the internet.

I feel like I have turned into a complete monster. I'd like to add that I feel incredibly shy around girls and as soon as I am near one my mind tells me to get the hec away from her as I have a social anxiety attack! I remember reading that people in my situation are more likely to suffer from these paraphillia symptoms. Does anyone agree?

Thank you very much for listening to what I had to so.
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  • Short4Words
    11 years ago

    Yes. It only makes sense. I think when the more we isolate ourselves and further ourselves from human contact, from making connections, the more we disconnect ourselves to humanity and empathy. My friend is very isolative and he's kind got issues, I did to, I still do sometimes but the only thing to cure it is to start thinking more positively and making connections with people. If you want to talk more about it, I'm sure I'll be around.

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