Is it normal it's hard to eat?

It started out as a way to be healthy and give my digestive system a break. But I went overboard and now most of the time I see food as my enemy. Even when I don't it's hard to eat, and I feel guilty even if all I eat one day is an orange and a cup of peas. I'm not too worried though because mentally, I haven't slipped dangerously far into a disorder mindset. I'll ease into sustainable food portions (hopefully), and it'll be healthy food. I love the control but I don't want to die. Yesterday I bought some vitamins after I almost hit my head in the shower.

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13% Normal
Based on 15 votes (2 yes)
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  • Dorellia

    it's normal... if you have an eating disorder. You might be conscious about how wrong it is, but another part of you might just not care because it "seems" minimal.
    Even if you believe it's not important, think about this: if you can control yourself from not eating, you can control yourself eating regularly and healthy. You may want to start by having a menu... go with a nutriologist. Please. I have gone through it, and i would hate if someone else does too if i could have done something about it.

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    • That's sweet of you.

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