Is it normal is 500 enough to start over and find people who like me

my mom basically kicked me out of the house and told me she hates me and never wants to see me again. Because she had a fight with an elderly aunt who is mean and has dementia.
Because she didn't do the aunt's laundry right.The place I worked at for 9 years went out of business two weeks ago and I can't find a job either.

I left and now my mom and dad are both mad at me because I left and is saying she never said any of that.I helped out a lot before I lost my job. I thought we were better than that and feel pretty suicidal and hurt over stuff she doesn't remember saying.

Now my 5 year old nephew thinks I hate him because of what she said. I am thinking of leaving and going Orlando to find a job out there. Is that a enough money to start over?I have friends about an hour away and hear there a lot of jobs around there.Sorry this makes no sense I am just totally confused and kind of crying right now.

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  • Rusty-Rider

    Talk to your friends that live just outside of Orlando and see if you can crash there for a little while 'till you get something going. Even if you have to sleep in the garage or in a tent in the back yard or whatever. You will have access to a phone and a place to wash you and your clothes and also a postal address. Get on the Internet and job search from there.
    Be careful out there, many people will try to take advantage of young men and women in your situation.
    Good luck
    Be safe.

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  • thegypsysailor

    If my peeps pulled that shit on me (and they pretty much did) I wouldn't give them the time of day for years. No calls, texting or emails. Let them sweat it.
    Killing yourself won't help you at all, and will hurt them less than not knowing; again, let them sweat.
    $500.00 is a lot of money if you know how to spend it wisely and not much if you don't. Lots of strangers will help you out if you are honest, a hard worker and try your best to be self sufficient.
    At least in Fla there are free showers at the beach, so you can keep your clothes and your body clean for job interviews, etc.
    Good luck.

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  • cocknballs

    If you sleep in a grocery store dumpster you can make the $500 last a while, as long as they don't lock the container.

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