Is it normal if i wish i had struggles?
I've always lived a blessed life, nothing has happened that its made me turn things around. I believe those who struggle, have a better chance of living when they turn things around for the better. The fact that I havent had sucha struggle before, makes me think, how can I make my life impact me? For example, obese people or just unhealthy people. A lot of them are starting to turn things around for the better and becoming healthy and its the TRANSFORMATION that makes such a difference and makes such an impact. Almost like worshiped. For me, I have always been a healthy individual. Always watched my nutrition and fitness. So Im just thinking what do I do to make an impact if I'm already on that level? Even if this sounds conceited, I feel like I'm always ahead of the game which makes me look like I have nothing impact-ful to do...I know there's always a chance to be better than you are so obviously, I can be better than what I already am but sometimes I wish I had struggle so I can make some type of transformation. But if you're already there, what do you do? Sometimes I find it unfair. An example, so many people are being praised for getting fit and skinny after being obese yet, the ones who have always been like that are either seen as "boring" or "conceited" when really, we're just what you want to become. So I have to struggle to receive some sort of entitlement? I don't think that's fair. So sometimes I wish I did struggle to make some type of improvement but like I said, no matter what, theres always room for improvement but it is a little harder to find something when you're already fine.