Is it normal if i wish i can smoke but can't?
I wish I can smoke weed like everyone else but I get paranoid and panic attacks. It sucks! I just wish I can join every one else because I know it can the best feeling ever. I know based on my first time. My friends took me for my bday to the beach to smoke weed, I was like wow there is sucha thing. Then the sec time was BAD. I think cause it was laced for sure but after that, all the other times I just got paranoid, anxiety, panic attacks and chest pains. You know they say its not for everyone well unfortunately I'm one of them. Man I wanna do it so badly especially as an alternative to drinking. I like to drink but not get drunk just tipsy so I know with smoking, it'll be enough. I do smoke hookah, that doesn't get me as paranoid but its not all the time theres hookah available. Every one has weed.