Is it normal if i want to stay away from him?

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I'm so infatuated, in love, crazy about this guy. He means everything to me and he has no idea that I would do anything for him. I want to take care of him and make him happy and if I do, it'll just make me feel happy and satisfied. However, observing how love is and how much it can hurt, I want to stay away from him as much as possible. We've been getting to know each other for a while now and I have been very depressed because of him. When things don't go the way I wish they would, I feel down and disappointed. I cannot get enough of all the good times we have. I want more. But I think I have had enough of all the bad times. I wish i can go back to when I just had a crush on him and stalked him. Yeah, I would stalk him a little like at school when we would get out of class cause it was in the same building. I just liked seeing him, his presence, and everything. Just that would make my day. Now that we're more than that, we have to go through all these ups and downs and it sucks. So the next time I am close to feeling disappointed again, I'm just not gonna budge and slowly drift away. But I will always be obsessed with him as my crush and possibly my love. If only he knew how much I love him and care about him. But then I think I don't think he would care or even realize it if I told him. Guys can be a little clueless sometimes. So in a way, I'll be suffering cause I won't be in contact with him anymore but I think I'll be happier just having him in my heart without dealing with these downs. In the beginning, I did everything i can to make it work because I thought it was worth it and I still think that. But naturally, I'm starting to get over it and not feel like arguing. He should know better after all the arguments I've had with him. And if he still doesn't see it, well then I'll be happy I just have him in my heart without playing with it.

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  • sexysonofsam
    9 years ago

    ZZZZZ your post was too long, I lost interest half way through. What is your point?

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  • daydreamer394
    9 years ago

    Is it love or infatuation?

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  • Freedom_
    9 years ago

    You will get that love under control.

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  • Ellenna
    9 years ago

    I don't know if whatever you're asking is normal or not - paragraphs, paragraphs, paragraphs! There's a reason they exist, to break up the text so it's possible to actually read it

    Just a glance at your post totally discouraged me from even trying to read it. If you really want an answer, how about re-posting it with some PARAGRAPHING?

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  • DubstepismyMJ
    9 years ago

    Add paragraphs next time please. That was unpleasant to read.

    Being in love can be a bitch, sometimes it's just too much to handle. But it's not everyday that you will be sweep off your feet, and trust me, if you run away from this, you're gonna be left wondering for the rest of your life "what could have been?"

    So yes, there will always be a risk of hurt. Thats always gonna be the case when you pursue ANY kind of happiness. Thats just life. You can only be sad if something really makes you happy. Don't let it discourage you. Learn from it. Grow.
    Love courageously.
    When you learn to do this, you will earn something, something that can be only attained from those who have the courage to pursue it.

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