Is it normal if i want more gfs?
I'm a girl and I have a lot of guy friends but as I grow up, I'm starting to feel the need of girlfriends. What pushes me even more to find good gfs is I have a bf and I don't feel comfortable hanging out w a bunch of guys and turns out some of them are even jealous of me having someone. They're such haters and I can't stand hanging out w them now cause I know if we do, they feel some sort of superiority over my bf that they get to hang out w me and not him. Def don't want that and I make sure I let them know how special he is to me. But what would make it easier is hanging out w girlfriends. What makes it harder is I don't have any. I did have like 3 good gfs then one just turned out to be distant and the other one turned out to be shady and just jealous of me apparently. I can't stand the childish things cause I just got back from college and it was the best experience so far because I just grew a lot and basically upgraded. So to come back to friends at home who havent moved on or grown up is a huge drag. One of the other reasons was cause I made good friends especially gfs but now that I'm back home I feel alone and my bf is long distance. I do have some guy friends here but again they get jealous over my relationship. So now I'm on a mission to finding good gfs but I'm not that vulnerable. I'm pretty selective ESPECIALLY when it comes to girls AND where I'm from. Everyone here is pretty shady and clicky and know each other and I'm just like gete out of here! But luckily there's a lot of fish I'm the sea I'm just really selective and kind of in a rush to make friends cause I'm youth and don't want to waste my youth by myself. I know I have a bf but he is long distance and I don't always want to rely on him for my social happiness. He can cause me a lot of stress too so it would be nice to cling to friends. But how? At work everyone is in their own zone or also live far from me. I'm done w school so I don't have that access to talk to people.