Is it normal if i think the universe is telling me we belong together?

They say that you can't truly be in love and happy for the long-run if you can't be comfortable in your own skin around that person. So this includes things out of your control like a dumb blonde moment, farting and it smells, having a booger on your face, embarrassing yourself in public with your partner around, overall just being your most imperfect self. If this side of you comes out around them, and they accept it meaning, they're still with you and don't change how they are with you, then you guys are meant to be... or at least should be together and everything is all good.

With that being said, I am not the most perfect person out there but being in love with someone makes you want to be as perfect as possible. It is literally a challenge every single moment you are involved with them to show them how amazing you are and why they should be with you. My has that gone terribly wrong for me with my boyfriend. Not only am I in love with him, but he is also almost perfect. Well maybe in my eyes since I am in love with him. But any who, from the beginning I have tried to impress him and prove to him that I deserve him and he should be with me cause why not? But as I said, oh the contrary. I have f*cked up like almost every time I've been with him.

Each time something totally wrong happens though, I think God trusts him to not leave me for whatever it was I just did or happened. It's kind of like that saying "God gives the hardest battles to the strongest" so if he could not trust this situation with me and my boyfriend, this certain event whether I said something dumb or humiliated myself, wouldn't have happened. So meaning, my relationship with my bf right now is meant to be or at least better than I look at it because as much as I would like to be his perfect woman, I am the most imperfect around him and that's okay cause if it wasn't meant to be, it wouldn't be as real as it is. Is this possible? and these mistakes can build a strong foundation for our relationship in the long-run?