Is it normal if i think my life is gonna turn out like a movie?
I think my life is a movie and it's gonna end like Legally Blonde. I know but it's true ish. My bf just broke up with me explaining why and I understand, it wasn't just incompatibility and emotional based but it was more because of outside factors. If it wasn't for those, we'd probably make it work. But I do feel like he thinks he can do better. He might not want to admit it but deep inside I think he has a feeling that theres someone better for him than me. If you've watched the movie then you'll know what I'm talking. Warner breaks up with Elle because he thinks she's not sophisticated and smart enough for him as he's a lawyer and she's a sorority girl. They're both opposites but Elle was madly in love with him like I'm in love with my ex while Warner is off to establish his career like my ex.
Well heres where the movie is going to play a big part in my life. I don't think my ex sees me as having this serious career but I wanna show him that I can and I will. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't bother just like Elle wouldn't bother becoming a lawyer if it wasn't for Warner. But my motivation is not only to prove him wrong but sadly, it is to win him back just like Elle planned to. Right now, picturing him getting turned on cause of how far I've come is getting me really excited. The best thing to happen is for us to end up together and getting the man of my dreams back.
However, who knows if the same exact thing is going to happen to me like it did to Elle. What if I become successful, prove him wrong, and in the end really know my worth and decide he doesn't deserve me so I turn him down. That would be another story but just like Elle in the beginning, right now my motivation is to become successful to turn him on and get him back. I mean in a way it's a good thing cause you gotta find some motivation and it can be hard to find it so why not use him to push me. I'm gonna use him and the movie to motivate me. The best part is how when Warner tells Elle she should stop pursuing law and do "something valuable" with her life and she responds saying, "I'm never gonna be good enough for you am I?" That just hits home because sometimes I do think that way, why not pursue something I actually wanna pursue but in the end Elle makes it so that makes me want to go all the way with this. I don't know what would be more attractive to him though, me pursuing my dreams cause he knows what I wanna do or me pursuing something he didn't see me doing.