Is it normal if i think i'm the queen of awkwardness?

I mean when do I catch a break? Everywhere I go, there's always awkwardness. I carry it with me I guess and I handle it like sucha pro considering, I've always been in awkward moments since a kid and it hasn't gotten any better. Now that I am an adult, the awkwardness is worse because as an adult, you're expected to carry this gracefulness in you as opposed to a kid, it's okay and cute. But when people run into my awkwardness, its so funny seeing their faces like "um its so weird with her" or "what do I do?" while I'm there chilling handling it since I am so used to it. You can count on me to handle any awkward situation. I'll come off as cool, calm and collected. At the end of the day, I feel weird when everything is normal like okay there must be a catch to this, this is too regular to be true. Once something off happens, then I feel back to my normal. So I kind of find it funny when people are lost at handling some "awkward" moments like "omg! what just happened?" I'm like "what happened? are you really that stunned? I didn't think that was sucha big deal." I feel like my pro at awkwardness can be useful in the work environment since don't they usually like people who can do well under pressure? So far, I feel like I'm an oddball for being so calmed at moments I was supposed to be weirded by. I think the fact that Ive been cultivated into this awkward person, it's also made me into an open-minded person. It takes a while for me to consider something weird or just not right.