Is it normal if i rather be a noob?
I know I am a noob and when I get out in society it shows a lot. I do sometimes beat myself up for it and try to gain street smarts little by little. However, as I am learning, I realize how brainwash society really is so I ask myself, do I reallt need to brainwash myself in order to survive life? No but society? I guess. So I just want to stay away from society as much as possible and rather sit back like I have been doing and watch. Pretty much stay the noob that I am in order to prevent myself from being brainwashed.