Is it normal if i love him but i wanna move on too?

Its a really a weird feeling. I've been with my bf for a while but just got more serious and I seriously am in love with him. What makes me feel the love even more is he's showing more now how crazy he is about me like he's always said. I never believed sucha real crazy passionate and dangerous love. This love is so passionate that if things fall apart its gonna be the death of my heart. Now that we got closer, my love for him has changed but in a better and stronger way. However, because of some the downsides to our relationship, I've thought of moving on and fulfilling myself more. I imagine it and it looks amazing to just stay single and have fun with my life and pursue myself and along the way I meet someone who compliments that life not make me feel kind of trapped. Or even better, along the way I meet him again and were able to settle down like we want to right now. Some of the obstacles we face is were long distance and he is older than me so he feels like he has to focus more on his career for now and I respect that totally. But I as the younger one feel more flexible and open so sometimes we conflict each other because of our different focuses. I feel like I have to pursue more before I settle down with him but we have gotten closer lately that I definitely don't want to let him go. Our love is so strong right now. I've never seem him out so much effort before and that makes me love him even more.