Is it normal if i look at these embarrassments in a good way?

So I am totally in love with the guy I have been seeing for months. There is nothing else I want than to have this perfect image of myself portrayed to him. I want him to be proud of me and feel lucky to have me. But all because I look at him like that. Basically, I just want to impress him. HOWEVER, things have totally not been going that way lol. I used to be like okay next time I'll redeem myself. Nope, I keep embarrassing myself and seriously he has seen me at some of my worsts. He is sucha perfectionist and yet he hasn't let me go. Rather than dwelling on these embarrassing moments and fearing him leaving me, I realize the reality of it. And the reality of it is the last things I would want him to see or know of me, he already has and he is still here. So I look at it as a good thing because he accepts my flaws as opposed to leaving me because of them. But what trips me out is, he's really selective and a perfectionist so I would think he's looking for this almost perfect woman and I'm pretty much the opposite of that. When I met him, I said to myself, he makes me want to be better and I'm going to show him how good I am. But every single time I fuck sh*t up and it's almost like he gets me now and accepts it and knows how to deal w it. That doesn't mean tho I'm just gonna not fix my flaws but I know that when I do eff up, he will still be there. Some really embarrassing things we have come across are peeing on his bed while wasted, crying my ass off for losing my credit card while drunk, getting beer dumped on my head in a cat fight, having blonde moments, spreading my period all over him while having sex, and omg this one was bad when I was sick he made me laugh and I snotted all over his face lol in my head I was like "oh no I'm leaving bye." I'm like if he has experienced all these things with me then damn he must really be in it for the long run? Although, he hasn't mentioned bout seriously committing, he is still with me. I also see it as okay if this guy I like so much has been thrown at me and seen me at my worst then it means something like if he is meant for me til the end, he is supposed to see all the bad in me and that's exactly what he's seeing.