Is it normal if i like it when my partner isnt that supportive of me?

I just realized how I like it when I am not being that supported by my partner. This doesn't just go for my boyfriend but also people in general. I kind of like it when people dont believe in me cause that motivates me a lot and that makes me not want to give a f*ck even more. When people do believe in me, yeah its nice and it feels good but its not as motivating as someone telling me "no." Is that weird? So as for my boyfriend, he's not the most supportive but he's also not like degrading me or anything. But he can believe in me a little more. I honestly think he thinks Im not qualified to do certain things and hell yeah that really annoys the hell out of me cause then I'm like "why are you with me then?" But I guess thats another story. So when it comes to him being like weird around me, or thinks whatever Im doing is not a good idea, it motivates me to do it even more. It could be little things too like if what Im wearing or how Im behaving is not "gf material" then he can suck it lol especially since I dont think its that bad. Or if Im working out and I feel like I am making progress and seeing results when he thinks its still not good enough, again he can suck it. And this goes in general as well.