Is it normal if i feel like my identity was stolen?

Lol I really feel like who I want to be has been taken from someone else. Or she is just the visible image I had in my head of what I want to be. We are not friends, unfortunately. She is just a social media celebrity I guess you can call it. She's really popular online, that's how I bumped into her. Everything she does from the pictures she posts to what she says is a coincidence. Aside from her being everything I want to be, I am obsessed with her in a lesbian way. Not sure but I am obsessed with her. She drives her social media fans crazy as I am one of them, with her perfection and all I can think of is, wow like look at how obsessed these people are with her and thats who Ive been wanting to be this whole time. I feel good because I have good taste then and I have the right mindset since the person I want to be is this appreciated. I'm on the right path in way lol. No but seriously, she's the best and I want to meet her because social media can be deceiving and I want to get to know her in person like do some type of interview with her or something for a blog. She makes me happy as a fan and even happier that the closer I become her, I would be making someone just as happy. She's so perfect but for me, what makes her amazing are her imperfections. She is the most beautiful woman to all of us fans and the irony is she doesn't have the prettiest face but shes not ugly for sure. She just doesn't have a cake face like most girls have now cause they think thats attractive. She doesn't dress up often, her style is clean and simple which has inspired my closet. I am a simple girl and her style has complimented my personality. I love how people still find simplicity and down to earth attractive and sexy. AND on top of her personality and style, her business/passion is EXACTLY what I've always wanted to do but I thought it was a joke and I was only dreaming. She proved that it works but now my invention is not original anymore which sucks. I do sometimes get frustrated cause it looks like I'm copying her but I'm just being the person I wanted to become from the beginning before she even existed in my life. Now I have a visible picture as a guide. I guess you can say she is the visible me that I've been hiding and now that I see how she is accepted, I'm excited to reveal who i am now.