Is it normal if i don't want to lose my virginity because i'll be a whore?
That sounds funny but its true. I am so horny and I love affection but I'm still a virgin...I think. I've attempted to lose it before but I just haven't had an orgasm or felt like its gotten in me completely. Maybe I'm expecting a lot since I am a really horny person? I don't know. But besides that, I have masturbated in ways you'd never think of. I wanna finally have sex and feel a real orgasm, that sensation. But at the same time I'm kind of afraid to lose my virginity cause I will get addicted. I don't wanna catch anything nor just be a whore. Does loving affection automatically make you a whore? I don't think so but the majority probably think so. So far, I love it when the guy gets down on me but um I don't like getting down on them lol. I am a selfish lover I guess. I just want affection and I guess if I am doing it with someone I really do love then there will be acceptions because I'll just naturally wanna get down on him and everything. So so far I have relied on getting down on to get good affection but I know there's more in store, it's just I'm afraid. But anyways, the point is I wanna lose my virginity already legitimately. I say "legitimately" since I don't know if I have yet. Ugh I'm done fantasizing and daydreaming and just wanna feel good! See I'm already addicted so imagine not a virgin? eeek.