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Lately I have had a really strong urge to try heroin. I know it's horrible for me and would probably end up killing me either by OD or making me so low I kill myself, but I just really want to try. Is it normal?
Go to your local smoke shop and buy some "Kratom." It is a natural legal heroin, with the same high, but ZERO negative effects or chance of overdosing. It's simply leaves of a plant that you chew.
If your smoke shops don't have it, or you want it cheaper, then you can buy it online at websites like www.shamansgarden.com
It is the real deal and almost identical to heroin, the only reason no one knows about it is because that is exactly what people who want it to remain legal want. When politicians like those in Indiana catch word of a natural plant that people are getting high off of, they will ban it.
There are TONS of legal herbs/plants that you can get high off of that you don't even know about.
Another one is "Kava." It is an anti anxiety, muscle relaxer, good mood increaser, focus medicine (like adderal), and it also has similar effects of alcohol but without the belligerence and poor judgments. You can even buy Kava on amazon.com
I've heard way worse stuff about Kratom, for your first time trying heroin just smoke it on foil, or snort it if it's powder. Going with other opiates is about the same, like Oxycodone/Vicodin. Unless you IV it it's going to be a waste of money though.
I bought some kratom from the smoke shop once. It didn't do shit. Waste of money.
Salvia fucked me up though.
The grade/type you get varies greatly on who/where its coming from. Bunk is bunk. Once you get the good stuff..then you're in trouble.
"Head shops will usually also sell bags of kratom leaf.
This is often cheaply sourced bulk kratom, its quality can range from bunk to good, but its a gamble.
As kratom is not a big seller it can be left sitting in a display unit or under the counter in less than optimal storing conditions for long periods of time.
Some of the kratom i have bough in the past from head shops felt and tasted like it had passed its expiry date by several decades."
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Then they sold you bad stuff, or you didn't make it right or do enough. (http://www.sagewisdom.org/kratomguide.html)
Well heroin is just a strong opiate if you get a pure source it wouldn't be that bad for you. The problem becomes that getting it illegally will lead to impurities.
I think that if you sit down and think about it, you will realize that this really a very boring thing. It will make you feel great but that is it. There is no wisdom to be discovered, no personal hurdle that is being overcome. It is just a syringe and a belt, nothing more. On its own it is neither particularly negative or positive. Without the media spin it is just a rather plain thing. If you want my advice get into long distance running, the endorphin rush can feel pretty similar and you will actually be doing something positive with your life.
I know too many people either hooked to or have died from heroin. It's tempting but stay away from it.
My father was a doctor and a head in the 60's. Whenever a new drug came along, he had the medical skinny on it and would either give us a thumbs up or down. He saved a lot of kids' lives, including his son's I believe.
I remember his telling me that if you have a particular affinity to the opiates, if you try them even once, you are hooked for life. This means even if you never use it again, your system will always crave it. Remember, this from a surgeon who smoked grass, took peyote and LSD25, so it wasn't like him to try to scare us away from drugs in general. He even gave me some Sandoz pharmaceutical LSD.
Take the advice or not; your choice.
Masturbate instead. When I get myself all worked up (porn or other means...) and than take out the electric toothbrush and a dildo, I can usually make myself orgasm 2-4 times and if I'm lucky, one of them will be so amazing I actually start to black out some from pure pleasure. If you're a girl, climaxing will make you mellow out after it's over which is sort of like a downers effects.
It's normal if u have something called an addiction. It's a disease that you can't control. I suggest when you get this urge, go to an aa or na meeting or talk to some one about it. I had the same urge as you one day, three years down the road I almost died 4 times, I'm lucky to be alive ( I hated needles) now I have track mark scars covering my arms, and I spend my mornings going to a methadone clinic. This drug is nothing to fuck around with and will ruin your life and take you Ina fast train to hell. You think you can control it, but before you know it the only thing in control is a needle and a little bag, and it's in control of you.
it's normal to want to try because you're young,dumb&curious ,having a 'strong urge' ,not so much...
dont do that shit, from personal experience (not me) you'll become a fucking annoyance and determent to the people around you who aren't heroin addicts.
It's normal to want to experiment drugs. I do too but I think that I'll never try the hard ones.
No its not normal unless your a Drug addict already and want to Live your life on Cloud nine Higher than a kite escaping Reality.
It's normal to be curious about things that are really super bad for you. But, don't mess with the horse.