Is it normal i want to fuck nice people?
I'm not really the type of man who wants to meet new people all the time. I have my circles that I want to see every now and then and that's it.
Sometimes, however, I do come into contact with new people on the internet or in real life who interest me. As a rule, I quickly find out whether they are also interested in me as a person.
But my point is that if I know that the person is single and interested in men, then sometimes I just get horny for no apparent reason and have the urge to take it out on that person.
This is favoured if the person is nice, has a sense of humour, loves animals and is interested in always improving themselves and being at peace with themselves. It doesn't matter whether it's a man or a woman.
I was quite surprised about that, since I am actually a straight man. At least I thought I was. But what surprised me even more is that I can wank off pretty well when I'm dealing with people who are cool in character.
I get an enormous hard-on and sometimes my own hands are no longer enough. Sometimes the pressure is so bad that not even expensive sex toys help.
I have a good friend with whom I occasionally have sexual intercourse in secret. Even that is sometimes no longer enough for me. And she does it really well.
I need sexual stimuli on my member for hours, I come a zillion times. Some days I can't even go out the door anymore because my hard-on literary gets in the way and I would have to change quite often because I have so much sperm in my pants.
That was the case a few days ago. I was supposed to meet a friend for a few beers, but I had to stay home and masturbate. Afterwards I was so exhausted that I fell asleep naked on my chair.
I just had to think again about this one guy I talk to from time to time and it's already tingling pleasantly in my abdomen again. I can't go on.
In my mind I see exactly what I am doing to him. I can't stop doing it.
Is that normal? I'm worried. Could this already be sex addiction? Am I a pervert?