Is it normal i want my mother to die?
Since I was little I've hated her guts, she's a horrible person who said to me she wanted to abort me; that I ruined her "perfect body" and she always shouts at me, tells me to shut up, she used to hit me and abuses of me emotionally. I'm constantly scared of what she'll do to me, she's told me she'll do everything to get rid of me and will make my darkest fears become true. I really hate her and I want her to die as soon as possible because I can't bear to keep up with her miserable existence tormenting me. As an only child, my father never listens to me and has become worse thanks to my mother. She's only with him because of his money and because she's an arrogant bitch who can't be bothered to work, do the cleaning, cooking or anything. I pray that someone will take her away, I'm so young and bitter because of her and can't afford to move out.
Please help.