Iin: i think women are hot, but i'm not homosexual?

Hello!

So I'll just get this out there: I identify as a heterosexual 19 year old female.

I have had crushes on guys ever since I was young, but I've never been in a proper relationship with anyone.

However...sometimes when I see women, I am attracted to them physically. I could never actually see myself dating a woman though. When I fantasize about sexual situations, I usually think of women. Lately though I have been thinking of men too, and even sometimes I fantasize of a man watching me with another woman.

I'm sorry if this is kind of strange, but I find it a bit conflicting.
I imagine myself dating and having intimate feelings for a man, but I do think women are "hot" and sexually attractive at times. I would not feel comfortable if a woman in real life began hitting on me or had feelings towards me, though.

So my question really is: Is it normal for a heterosexual female to feel this way? Or does it mean that I might be another sexual orientation? I don't like labels in general, especially in this situation. But I'm just curious to hear from another perspective.

Also, side note: I am not good when it comes to talking with guys. I get clammy and feel awkward and usually push them away. But girls are fine to talk to for me. I have never developed intimate feelings for a woman.

Thank you for your time. :)