Is it normal i think of scenarios it would be acceptable to hurt my dad's gf
A few days ago my dads current girlfriend who I dislike an immense amount tried to give me life lessons while heavily intoxicated, she basically mocked everything I do on a daily basis as immature and "in my own internet world".
After this having happened I kept going through the situation where I wanted her to have hit me, so I could do something like throw her down the stairs or smash her into the fridge in an attempt to hurt her, I knew that if she had hit my first I wouldn't get into as much trouble for retaliating.
Is it normal for having these feels of built up rage and frustration at her stupidity???