Is it normal i think my eccentricity if creating problems?

I really want a job where I can wear a suit, look fabulous and be very proper and greet people. There is not many jobs like that but I just want to serve someone. I wanted to be something like a house manager but there is not many butler schools so its difficult. I have a really delusional sense of self. I am very eccentric but this identity is the one that keeps me happy so I really cant leave it. I tried to not be like this but I really cant help it. How do I be a little more normal and realistic?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgSJ7m1bEHk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFNdf4dNdF0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4lLYqCKaSI

The follow videos are kind of what im like. I try to hide it and be normal but its obvious what an eccentric person I am. The characters in the videos is Caster(Tron), Riddler(Batman), and Ayame(Fruit basket). Even when I am behaving as what I believe is "Normal" people always figure out im weird. Its impossible to hide it.

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71% Normal
Based on 7 votes (5 yes)
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Comments ( 3 )
  • noid

    Work in a fancy hotel where employees are always dressed up?

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  • RoseIsabella

    A concierge perhaps?

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  • BobbyTheBear

    You wanna be somebodies glorified bitch? LOL

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