Is it normal i think i was a character from a video game?

I know it sounds stupid, but I have a really deep connection with this person in a video game. I don't actually believe I am him, but more as in a past life I was actually that character.

If you're wondering who this character is it's Vaas from Far Cry 3. Now if it was someone normal there wouldn't be much concern, but Vaas is a sociopathic murderer who kidnaps and sells people into slavery. I have urges to kill people and sometimes even remember things from the game in his view, like it was actually real.

I could be just walking through a shopping center but feel like burning the place down and slitting a persons neck in front of their family. I get angry easily, and this is when I lose most of my control and feel like Vaas. Sometimes I'll even see him or he'll be talking to me, telling me all the ways I could murder the person in front of me or just be making crude comments.

The memories I get from him are very strong and make me emotional. I know it's fucked up and I should see a therapist, but do you honestly think once I tell them all this I'll be able to live a normal life? They'll put a label on my name and put me down as some mental illness so whenever I look for a job I'll have "crazy" written all over me. Now who would want to hire someone like that? I'll be lucky if they even let me fucking leave and not throw me into a mental asylum.