Is it normal i stopped giving a damn
I been treated like crap by most people my whole life. I been restricted and an absolute saint because I was afraid of being a bad person. My boss commented I don't have much or a backbone and don't stand up for myself. So I said fuck everything one day. I started cussing back at the people telling me off. I developed a bit of a smart mouth and always have a come back. People are shocked when I drink and smoke. I started being a bit of a dick to people because I'm tired of being told off and screamed at over stupid stuff like "your sitting in a public space I think I own". I had people help me when I get in trouble but I have a track record for being a goody goody. So I have very few screw ups and higher ups like me.