Is it normal i still believe these things?
It's impossible for people to understand things they haven't experienced but I will do my best to explain.
I've had psychosis on and off and am currently medicated to where I do not seem to be experiencing any symptoms, yet I still look back on when I was and remember vividly what it was like and that the psychotic condition is misunderstood by anyone who hasn't been there.
My opinion on psychosis is that it is what happens when someone is aware of things other people are not. There is so much even within our own empty space on front of us that most do not notice. Obviously there are signals from electronic devices and satallites everywhere. Who knows what else there is that we don't know about.
Well some people do notice those things. I will go into what I know in a bit but the people who notice these things are the ones labeled as psychotic. Yes, anti-psychotics work great to prevent the symptoms, but that is because they block out the receptors in the brain that are in tune.
I often say it's a gift and a curse. A gift because there is an awareness of things most are not in tune with, but a curse because when people notice the glitches within reality their thoughts will go haywire. It's too much for most people to process.
Anyway while treated these things seem to rarely happen if at all, but I still think those things are there. I will list some things I know due to my experiences that most people do not.
-Inanimate objects are alive, life force flows through everything.
-Dreams are just as real as here, most people don't remember but they are projections into other realities with different laws of physics.
-There are an infinite number of dimensions, some more similar than others, the more similar they are the closer they are to here and sometimes they cross over but most people do not notice.
-The more you believe something the more real it is.
-You can never truly die when you always exist somewhere.
-Time only exists because our minds can only process events in a linear format.
-The self is only who you are in the present. Anything else is another version of you.
-If you put thought into an action the energy can be transferred in to manifesting the thoughts into reality.
-There are living beings everywhere that we cannot see. Most cannot see us either but sometimes we communicate without knowing.
-Thoughts basically float around in the air and we pick them up. Brains are receptors for them.
-The only reason there are laws of physics is because our perceptions must be congruent in order to not contradict shared perception.
-Everything and nothing is the same thing. It's just a paradox.