Is it normal i stayed up until 12 am just so i could howl at the moon?
Okay, let's be real here for a moment. I think I may be a werewolf. Every time the moon is out enough and full enough, I get this intense urge to howl at the moon. I also get this sort of pain on my left shoulder blade and this does NOT happen on nights when the moon is 3/4, half or hard to see. It only happens on full moons or 99% full moon nights.
I am convinced my father who i live with is hiding something in our kitchen cabinet. Hear me out okay? This is legit, you need to really think about this as a possibility. I don't know why but it's locked and I am so used to it being locked and have always assumed it was just some tools or his favorite food. But I'm an adult now and he's still locking it so I'm confused. When I ask him about it, he just says don't worry but now I asked him again very seriously and he tells me it's nothing, that he has a habit of locking it. But when I moved it a bit and wedged something between it and took a flashlight to the little bit of it that I could get opened (barely a crack), I saw something really weird. I saw chains. I saw actual chains.
He always goes out to our garage when there's a full moon because I can hear the door go up around 11:30 every night without fail and he must do something in there. I can't find anything else but I notice now there is definitely some sort of animal or what I believe to be werewolf hair on the ground and there's a chair that looks like he's been using.
I'm really scared because I get these urges and my shoulder blade hurts really terribly bad. The other thing I noticed is that my father has really strange eyes. I mean he has one blue and one green but not like david bowie... the green one looks fake, people even commented on his green one before because it's literally like neon green and he has really strange pupils...
I noticed he scratches his shoulder blade and i have found hair before in his bed and we have no pets...I mean like dog like, wolf like hair......
Please tell me what this is and if this is normal!?!?!?