Is it normal i'm turned on by the idea of dying?
So, I get turned on by the idea of me dying? like, everything to do with it, being in the pain, my dead body etc. The idea of being impaled or shot especially, not somewhere fatal, but like the stomach or mid-section especially I crave- as well as the impulse to stab my eyes. I can't describe it, I wouldn't say I want it exactly, but I feel like I need it