Is it normal i'm so obsessed with having a mixed race baby
I'm 23, black female college grad and I'm so obsessed with having a mixed race baby I find myself googling mixed race babies and just getting lost for hours and daydreaming endlessly about having my own though I'd never have one now but someday. When I look at attractive guys of the opposite race I literally start admiring their great genes and imagining the perfect offspring we could create, the thought of them being fertile turns me on, I have this fascination with getting impregnated and carrying a child in my womb sometimes when I am home alone I wear a couch cushions under my shirt to see what it'd feel like to be pregnant, is it normal to be this obsessed?