Is it normal i'm racist but i wish i wasn't
Most people seem to think "racist" people have an on/off switch for racism that if they really wanted to they could just stop being racist. I desperately wish that were true, because (obviously) it is socially abnormal to be racist and I've been called out on that plenty. I don't "hate" anyone, I don't wish harm upon anyone, and I think every living thing deserves equal treatment (unless they prove otherwise) but I don't think everyone is the same or even at the same level of quality based on race, so I'm told that's "racist" (there is only 3 races imo but that's another story).
I wish I could think of every race the same so people would stop getting angry with me over my personal views, but I just can't see it.