Is it normal i'm jealous of people who enjoy parties?
I don't enjoy college parties, I just can't get into them.
I just can't enjoy them, I hate the music being so loud it makes the walls vibrate, I don't drink, and strange as it may sound I don't want to hook up with some random party girl. I know the last one is weird, I like playing around with random girls but when it gets to the point of actual sex, I prefer it be someone I actually know.
Anyways I know its weird but sometimes I feel jealous of the people who can get into them and enjoy it. I've been to several of the parties at my college, and I can't enjoy it, even when I'm with friends, the music gets so loud my ears feel like they'll split and I just can't enjoy it.
is it normal I don't enjoy parties at all and yet I'm sometimes jealous of those who do.