Is it normal i'm hardly ever surprised?
Basically, I find life boring, hard to find surprising and terribly easy to predict.
I don't know if its me or the world or something strange but funnily enough my whole life I've wanted to be able to see the future to prevent myself making mistakes, strangely despite this I still make them unfortunately, something I struggle to live with. But having this and thinking this way isn't all its cracked up to be.
For starters lets clear the super power s**t. Its not necessarily 100% accurate so no asking for lottery numbers, only seems to revolve around my day to day life.
Here's how it works. I think, I literally just think about every single possible occurrence that could possibly happen throughout the day, how my supervisor at work will act, how many jobs I do, how they go, if the traffics bad, how fast I breathe, how tired I will feel, how people at work will act, will there be anyone pretty working today, if so I foresee the odds of all of this happening and much more, even if something has a 1 in 100,000,000 chance of happening I've even taken it into consideration as a possible outcome of the day and find myself not surprised as much. Its like not being surprised by it raining, you can already hint that it can happen so your never flabbergasted by it or placing a bet and knowing that's there going to be one winner with at least ONE outcome. Everyday in my life I think of these events and one always happens, so I'm never surprised. I can predict how people will react in certain situations and have taken to creating situations myself like swearing at my supervisor and typically it goes exactly as I thought it would, every time.
basically is it normal?