Is it normal i'm ashamed of being attracted to him?
I'm really popular and I would never want to be seen with him, he's really good-looking but completely weird, not the socially-awkward kind of weirdo, just weird, like... mentally screwed up, he talks and acts like a normal person but he comes across as he has some disorders. Stares into space for long, talks with monotone voice, lacks empathy etc.
dunno...