Iin: i like to lick my self harm cuts? *triggering!*
Without going into too much graphic detail, I like to cut myself pretty deep, enough that I can see that the top layer of skin has split open, but not enough to see fat. It's not so much as a release or a self-hate thing as it is a fascination.
After it's clean and the blood has stopped, I lick inside of the cuts. I can't say why, it's just a really satisfying feeling.
It wasn't until recently when I found out how strange it is. I just don't want to be alone in this weird habit tbh