Is it normal i let my girlfriend cheat on me?
so i live with my girlfriend, she is a very attractive, tall, and athletic woman. im the least likely person you'd expect to date her, im skinny and weak, and i have a pizza face. I feel like im not worthy of her, and i wanna raise superior, good aesthetic children, and my genes will corrupt them, so therefore i want her pregnant by another man
my girlfriend is an exotic dancer, which is something any boyfriend would be leery of. the thought of horny drunk men seeing her sexy body in action excites me greatly. i know she commonly gives private dances where i believe sex often occurs. when shes at work and im home alone, i masturbate to the idea that shes probably cheating on me at that very moment.
i often encourage her to have fun at her job and to not even think about me or that fact shes in a relationship when shes there. i honestly hope she will get pregnant by 1 of the guys there i really do.