Is it normal i hate my friend but haven't told him?
I hate my friend cos he stands for everything that I'm against. He's conniving, cunning, snob, does a shit load of drugs, fucks hookers, He's stuck up, always need to be the smartest, talks with the most best pronunciation, loud mouth, always has to one up you, unmodest and has way too much confidence. His life goal is to make it as a folk artist and will go to any length to make it so hes a real cunt. The thing is we're both talented musicians he sings, and I play guitar in his self named band uuhg... And his other rock band. I joined his band because he's good at what he does and I'm really trying to take music as a personal carreer. Iv been playing for 14 years so im desperate. but I'm so sick of his shit it's just fucking driving me crazy U Don't Understand!!!! Since he lost his licence due to DUI cos he's mr rockstar, I will now need to drive him to both rehearsal studios and gig there and back wich is fucked cos I cant stand his fuckin ass. And nobody can take him cos everyone else lives 35 mins away and live around the corner. I can't pull out of both his bands cos he would litteraly need to stop both his band from national tours and and I'll disappoint a shitload of people involved band managers , rec studios and the people I love in those bands. So I'm stuck in this mess I can't get out I'm so pissed!!!!He is litteraly draning my life cos I'm now around him 24/7. Iv always hated him from the start and my family has always hated him as well but now I'm in to deep and I don't think I can't get out of this mess. I spent a month with out him cos he was on holiday and and the world just opened itself up to me filled with optimism and opportunities. And I now know my life would be blessed without him.
What do u think I should do???? Please help me!!!!!!!