Is it normal i hate friends with a passion
I realized my social skills improved dramatically when my self-esteem came up. This has happened in recent years when every last person I loved completely abandoned me. Before I was very loyal and I would help everyone and got very little in return. Everyone would leach off me but I wanted to be a good friend.
I finally got over it when my loved ones left me and I am a new person. Since the recovery I have new priorities and I socialize much better then before. However there is a catch. Now I am making freinds again and I realize I hate every living human. Having freinds is so high matinence. You have to buy them gifts on holiday, listen to thier stupid problems, be supportive if they are kind to you or not and I am just done with it.
My new freinds also see it fit to bother me when I am doing important things like going to interviews and they are like "We should hang out". If I say I am interviewing that means I am busy, why would you insist on bothering me? Is it normal I am this fucking hateful? People are disgusting!