Is it normal i find all the beauty in the world completely overwhelming
i look around me, i see beauty everywhere. not typical things like a pretty rose, but i see much more to things that not many people do. i feel like there's a whole another world behind things and i just cant handle it. things like the way something is placed, just everything in general really. i find many movies quite beautiful and find it overwhelming. i just see it everywhere, it's like an enormous buffet for my eye's and my brain and heart. all the beauty i see is like one big blur, i wouldn't be able to point specific things out, its just too much to comprehend and process and i find it too much to handle and i get overwhelmed, to the point where im crying. im not an emotional person, i'm actually seen as quite a cold person to my friends and family so they dont know i can feel like this. i dont know if this happens to other people. i just dont know what to do about it.