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For example, I watch videos of mass slaughters and executions, I don't feel the slightest twinge of remorse, guilt, sorrow, sadness, compassion. It's like watching a boring youtube video to me. If somebody dies, or if a major terrorist attack goes on I feel nothing.
Ok, so you feel nothing about watching these things online, which begs the question of why you look them up and watch them. You feel nothing about them and find them boring so what's the point?
From what you've said I think you come off as someone who's trying to seem like a psychopath, trying to convince themselves and/or others that they are a psychopath. You're not the first nor will you be the last, not even on this site to do this.
I think you're interested in becoming the hollywood cliche psychopath (which isn't what psychopaths are generally like).
I am doing you a favor just stop watching those kind of videos and go outside. And stop watching horror movies for a year. And you will regain that feeling. And you need to find someone to spend time with instead of wondering about those feeling.
Why would you feel guilty for something you didn't do?
Watching a video of someone getting killed is not comparable to doing those things.