Is it normal i feel like i can’t live because society norms?

You hate yourself because you don't do anything. You need to start taking responsibility for the most important person in your life: your future self.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uuRtx_BCjQ

You aren't proud of yourself and who you are because you have nothing to be proud of. That needs to change. Otherwise, you'll continue to be miserable.

I'm 24 and dropped out of university and was in a similar situation but I'm doing okay ..
Save the last of your disability and save up for somewhere to live ..
If you are genuinely as depressed as you make out, I'd think you should see about having your disability extended until you are in a good enough frame of mind to be able to continue with education or find a job ..
If you are close to your two friends, that's all you need :)
Things do get better :)

It's normal, but not correct.

This is just the way I see it, but life is a little like a baseball game.

But it's not three strikes and you're out; it's when you quit that you're out.

25 isn't actually very old anyway. There are still opportunities out there if you look hard enough.

Society has way too many fucking rules. Just ridiculous bullshit rules and signs all over the damn placing telling you what you may or may not do. I hate the do gooder pricks that get off on creating this bullshit. Just leave us the fuck alone already.

I Seriously want to explode on a daily basis because of all that shit.

If I could drop out of society I would but you can't even do that anymore since the fucking government owns and controls all the land.

Society sucks ass.

Get a YouTube channel. Maybe it will work out.

Why do you feel so out of focus? Have you been diagnosed with depression? What keeps you functioning on a daily basis?

You are 25 years old.... bro youre still young. The ages of 25-28 is when you physically and mentally are at your best! While you find a plan to get better at life, work out. Seriously, go to the gym or run and life will be better. Work on your discipline bro! You know what im talking about. Keep pushing foward and its okay to fail ... youre still not fully grown. Take one class at University so you can socialize and meet people. Bro i really believe in you! Im going through the same thing and im also 25 but life really does get better. Dont worry about the girls yet. Work on yourself, become better everyday, be better than yesterday. Goodluck bro!

Life may be tough for you now but don't give up. You can still do a lot you just need a little push and confidence.

Um it sounds like you're an american which alone gives you tremendous privileges. Use the rest of your money to fly to Vietnam and teach English